Happy 4th of July!

Well, hi again. Happy 4th of July!!! ;D
So, my day is off to a pretty crappy start ... like it almost always is. :( Apparently, my mom thinks I've been changing and she doesn't like me or my attitude and blahblahblah.
But whatever. I'll get over it.. like always :P
Here's a song i wrote about .. basically my madness torward my mom. Don't judge me XD
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Puppet

I think I'm being chased
By something worse than my own fears
You took a punch at me
I didn't bother to hide the tears
The only thing I see  when I look at you
Is the one thing that I, oh that I want to do
Kick and struggle for all I'm worth
Even if it makes the overall outcome worse

[Prechorus]
You think you know me?
(you don't know me anymore)
You think you own me?
(Go get your army and we'll have a war)

[Chorus]
All you can see is the worst in me
And if you want to there's no stopping it
You seem to truly believe
That I'm what you always wanted me to be
But it's your fault, your mistake
Now go bury your hope because it's fake
If you can't, if you can't, if you can't see me
For who I am then,
 I guess we have a problem

I should've seen this coming
By the way you treated me
I was your puppet, just one of your things
Well go get your scissors
Because I'm sawing off the strings
You say you wanted to see me fly
But you put me down, buried me deep inside
Perfection was the one time you made me actually try

[Prechorus]
[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Oh it's harder to see the ones
That you loved hurt you
But if leaving is nessecary
then It's something that I'll do

[Chorus]
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I'll admit, I'm kinda proud of that song. I liek it ^_^
YAY my birthday is in 14 days! But my party is in... OMG 5 days. Can't wait... 4 of the 5 people I have invited are defiantly coming, and the other one probably can too! awesome, right?

DUDE, right now my mom and brother are watching some scary show about a crazy murderer, and even though I love those kinda shows, its weird! But entertaining XD EW... the crazy dude just shot a cop. AHHH. D8 XD

Lalalala... I am so random.
Haha, well more later! Bye!

~Lauren