Well hey there. When was the last time i posted? October? Hot damn. It's January. Dear God wheere does the time go ? The last time I posted on here life was sooo different. Seriously. Strange how things can change in what, the course of a few months? Yeah it's only been ... 3 and half months. I repeat: Hot damn.
No one actually reads this, XD but it's nice to have a place to talk.
Blah. I had 5 hours of choir today. Oh joy. And then i have it tomorrow after school... we're learning a new dance to the song "funky town."
Fuck.
So I'm starting to get real tired of everything. It's kinda stressful sometimes. I mean, I have nothing to complain about. I have a house, and food[typically], and clothes and school. But sometimes i can't help but feel like something big is missing. i cant talk to anyone about really ANYTHING anymore and no matte what positive thing happens, there's always this mood dragging me down. I just don't know what to do anymore. And yes I did just bold that,because thats pretty much what sums up EXACTLY how i feel... sigh.
Cliche: it kills me to smile and act 'ok' for people. But i do it all the time it seems. Cliche? Yes. Even for people who i never imagined I'd have to 'pretend' for.
Anyways.
This has been depressing enough. See ya.
