Perfect the way you are...

Hello, here I am... posting again. Erm, let me go ahead and say that this entry will not have a thousand '!!!!', ':)', or 'HAHAHAHA'. No, not at all. Quite frankly, I'm in a depressed/calm mood right now. And for what reason ? Well, I just got to thinking today, and, it's really true: I have absolutely no purpose in life. None whatsoever. Unfortunately I think about this all the time. And, no, I am not going to start complaining about my life (which is something Sulet has to hear quite often :-\) or anthing like that... it's just.. really depressing.
But, moving on. So last night, I was watching this ShaneDawson video on YouTube, and he made a video that was actually REALLY inspiring. (Considering his videos are usually just perverted and laugh-your-ass-off-funny.) See, I kinda (REALLY) dislike my stomach. No, I'm not overweight, but, heh heh... I just don't like my stomach. At all. And he made this video with his friend where they went around his city's mall and asked REAL people what they thought of skeleton-skinny supermodels and stuff like that. Most people said that those girls looked unhealthy, sick, etc... Then went on to say that everyone is perfect the way they are. Corny? Yeah, a little. But did it honestly make me feel a lot better? Defiantly. I think this paragraph deserves a smiley face :]
Also, school starts in four days. I have mixed emotions about going back to school. First of all, I will get to see my friends and get a laptop with a tablet. **HALLELUJAH** But, come on, it's school! Waking up at 6:00, homework, 7 hours of my day spent taking notes... blah. Not exactly fun. Not to mention that I have yet to find anyone who got my team except Holly and Danielle... they're all just Thundercats. (Seriously, ALL of them)
Plus, I am officially braindead from all the TV i watched today... let's just say that 3 hours of Degrassi, an hour of My Life as a Teenage Robot, 2 hours of Danny Phantom, and an episode of Totally Spies does not do good things to your brain. But it was fun XD And I got to stare at Eli... :3 (Hot dude from Degrassi hehehe) I'm such a stalker... I also watched this show about the 15 most tragic celebrity deaths. That was a sad, sad show... and when one of the people who died were cremated I was like "Yeah good for you!" because quite frankly, who wants to be buried underground where they will rot forever and eventually turn into a disgusting skeleton? Not me. (And I'm sure 90% of the Earths population would disagree with me) I would wanna be cremated and have my ashes spread over somewhere special to me... (And now that I say this I'll probably die soon and anyone who reads this blog will think I died on purpose and left this on here so they would know what to do with my dead body...)
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This post became very depressing didn't it?
Well, I'm gonna go now, before I start writing a will or something ...
~ Lauren